Wednesday, June 11, 2008


Have you ever had a feeling in the pit of your stomach where you feel like something bad is happening, or is about to happen, but you have NO idea what it could possibly be? Yeah, I have that. AND I just called my mom to make sure everything is kosher to find out that my brother called her yesterday with that SAME FEELING. UGH! NOW it’s even worse and it’s making my stomach do flips and flops and some crazy acrobatics in my torso. Not cool, stomach, not cool…. Especially since I just ate lunch. (*I should mention that I’m pretty sure no one is dead. For some reason, I’ve noticed that I get eerily calm on days that people I love die. Do I think I have a bit of the “gift”. Sure. You could say that.)

Also, lately, I’ve been feeling like I’m waiting for something. Something big. But I have no idea what in the world I’m waiting for! I’m not going on vacation. I don’t have anything big coming up that I know of. I’m actually kinda bored and in a boring stage in my life. My job is stable, my marriage is stable, my family is (HAHA!) stable, and I don’t see us losing our house or anything any time soon. I had a dream last night that my teeth fell out. Doesn’t that mean that money is coming my way? Maybe I should play the lottery.

Does anyone else get these feelings, or is it just me….?


SAHW said...

I've had weird feelings like this before - before divorces of family members, deaths, and other major "not so good" announcements. It's kinda weird.

Right now my stomach is doing flips too, but I know it's because we have the follow-up at the fertility clinic and I'm anxious to find out all my test results and learn what's next.

I'm hoping your feeling doesn't mean anything bad is going to happen. Perhaps you're anxious about something else that you can't put your finger on right away?

andrea said...

hmm well i hope its a good thing that will be happening - jill needs some greatness in her life!!